Every Now & Then

Most of the time
I think I'm fine
It's only nerves that complicate things

I am alive
Happy and well
Occasionally frustration kicks in

And I have good friends
They mean so much
Only a touch of sadness when

Every now and then
I get a big wake-up call
Makes me feel so incredibly small
Every now and then
I get a small ache in my heart and I
Don't feel part of anything
Every now and then
Big groups of people so loud
I couldn't feel more alone here now

Let me be free
I scream out loud
To this edgy crowd
Devouring me

The only time I waste
Is when I worry
'Cause I taught myself
How to deal with

Every now and then
I get a big wake-up call
Makes me feel so incredibly small
Every now and then
I get a small ache in my heart and I
Don't feel part of anything
Every now and then
Big groups of people so loud
I couldn't feel more alone here now

And honestly
I must have had my confidence stolen from me
And honestly
Occasionally I get it back
But it's the every now and then disease

Every now and then (Now and then)
I get a big wake-up call
Makes me feel so incredibly small
Every now and then (Now and then)
I get a small ache in my heart
And I don't feel part of anything
Every now and then (Now and then)
Groups of people so loud
I couldn't feel more alone here now

Lonely now

And I get choked up
Much more often than the regular person
I'm not worried
'Cause I guess it just goes with the territory

Every now and then (Now and then)
I get a big wake up call
Makes me feel so incredibly small
Every now and then (Now and then)
I get a small ache in my heart
And I don't feel part of anything
Every now and then (Now and then)
Big groups of people so loud
I couldn't feel more alone here now