Yesteryear

[Verse 1]
A close up shot on your face through the window of the plane
Watching your eyes turn to stay
Coldest days and colder nights
Was it worth it anyway
Forget what I told you
Tonight I'm gone
Tonight I'm gone
[Verse 2]
And watching through a window (watch me through the window)
You watched me disappear (disappear)
You keep on asking where I ran off to (where'd you go)
I was never really here
I'll see you when I get back (see you when I get back)
I'll see you disappear (i'll watch you disappear)
I'm sorry for what I said
But that was yesteryear
Yeah, that was yesteryear
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know (welcome back to the lie you like to call your life again)
I'm not the way you want me
And i know (welcome back to the lie you like to call your life)
I'm not the way that everyone expects me
It's all in my head (your life, it met my hands)
It's all in my head again, again, again (I never, I never ever)
[Chorus]
What can I say to fix this mess
What is there I can fucking do
It's nothing, oh, it's just nothing
And I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I feel so lost
Can you find me, you find me (can you find him)
Do you see him in me (in me)
In me (in me)
In me in this dark dream
[Bridge]
Find me one of the reasons
Buy me the changing seasons
Define me
Come find me
Searching for a reason (follow)
In places I can't reach (follow)
I never meant to get this bad (hollow)
No, I never meant to get this bad
[Outro]
I'm not the one, the one, the one, the one (do you see me)
I'm not the one you're looking
I'm not the one you're wanting
I'm not, I'm not
I'm not worth it anymore
And I just don't know where I'm going from here