Digital

[Refrain]
Everything that came from my control
Passion, pain, and the songs I compose
Every day had to watch it unfold
Said goodbye without saying at all
Sit back, thinking who I've become
Another message and I'm checking my phone
Start to wonder if that's all that she wrote
This everyday when you live digital

[Bridge]
(Lala, lalala, lala, lala)
I grew up with the idea that it's normal to be constantly online
And to share your entire life with unknown others
I was looking for affirmation
For affirmation
For who I am, what I do, and how I look
Old habits die hard
And the same goes for addictions

[Chorus]
I tried, I tried, I tried
But I'm haunted by the memory
I tried, I tried, I tried
But I still see it virtually
This don't feel like real life
This don't feel like real life

[Verse 1]
Real life, are we here? I need to know
Cause as of late, it feels like its all digital
Carnival, I thought of jumping off the boat
Diving in, abyss where I get swallowed whole
But did you know (No)
It's all under my control
But did you know (No)
These choices affect us both
I up and changed
Some reaction in my brain
Now it seems I'm never gonna be the same

[Chorus]
I tried, I tried, I tried
But I'm haunted by the memory
I tried, I tried, I tried
But I still see it virtually
This don't feel like real life
This don't feel like real life

[Verse 2]
My only one, I
Feel so alone a lot of times
Stepping out, put myself in the world
It spit me back, after it had chewed me up
Don't give a fuck, that's what I try to tell myself
But truly though, I care more than you'd like to know
Do I cross your mind?
Are they good or bad times? (Times)
Should I still stick around?
Or should I just move on

[Chorus]
I tried, I tried, I tried
But I'm haunted by the memory
I tried, I tried, I tried
But I still see it virtually
This don't feel like real life

[Refrain]
Everything that came from my control
Passion, pain, and the songs I compose
Every day had to watch it unfold
Said goodbye without saying at all

[Chorus}
I tried, I tried, I tried
This don't feel like real life

[Outro]
If we're going to make any progress I need more details
It sounds like a lot is going through your mind
I need you to slow down and start from the beginning
Tell me again how this started?