Crucified

It ain't ordinary
This ain't ordinary, this little heart of mine
This ain't ordinary, this little heart of mine
Feel like I'm ending my life
Mentally, I'm crucified
This little heart I carry, it's got to learn to die
Mentally losing my mind
Got these thoughts of suicide
This ain't ordinary, this little heart of mine
Feel like I'm ending my life
Mentally, I'm crucified
This little heart I carry, it's got to learn to die
Mentally losing my mind
Got these thoughts of suicide
Sick of my life, I'm so numb I cannot cry
Got my hand on my nine, Imma aim at my right eye
Baby please don't cry, everything's alright
I don't wanna die, wanna move to the next life
Oh, this heartbeat is slow
I don't feel at home
Baby don't you get it?
Living life but all on my own
I'm barely living, no
That's why I drink alone
This liquor is taking my life, promise I'll make it alive
These lyrics I sing, it's the truth that I'm speaking
Everyone thinks I just sing for the feeling
Pain that I'm dealing, think about taking about my taking life
These are not lyrics I write, I'm just here speaking my mind
This ain't ordinary, this little heart of mine
Feel like I'm ending my life
Mentally, I'm crucified
This little heart I carry, it's got to learn to die
Mentally losing my mind
Got these thoughts of suicide
This ain't ordinary, this little heart of mine
Feel like I'm ending my life
Mentally, I'm crucified
This little heart I carry, it's got to learn to die
Mentally losing my mind
Got these thoughts of suicide
I'm aching, these thoughts are breaking me down
I'm shaking, I feel like I'm just falling down
Deep into the ground, I know what happens now
Tell me I'll make it alive. Is this the day that I die?
Oh, this heartbeat is slow
I don't feel at home
Baby don't you get it?
Living life but all on my own
I'm barely living, no
That's why I drink alone
This liquor is taking my life, promise I'll make it alive
These lyrics I sing, it's the truth that I'm speaking
Everyone thinks I just sing for the feeling
Pain that I'm dealing, think about taking about my taking life
These are not lyrics I write, I'm just here speaking my mind
This ain't ordinary, this little heart of mine
Feel like I'm ending my life
Mentally, I'm crucified
This little heart I carry, it's got to learn to die
Mentally losing my mind
Got these thoughts of suicide
This ain't ordinary, this little heart of mine
Feel like I'm ending my life
Mentally, I'm crucified
This little heart I carry, it's got to learn to die
Mentally losing my mind
Got these thoughts of suicide