Estranged

I’m tired of feeling fear
I’m tired of feeling like
I wanna disappear
I’m looking in the mirror trynna find myself
But still I feel distilled by all the times I failed
All these people looking selfish, man they don't mean well
And will they get the message?
Only times gon tell
Only times gon tell
But I ain’t really stressing
I don’t need no help
I don’t need no help
I don’t need no help
Woke up in the morning then I rolled up
Wonder where you was
Wonder where you took off with my love
Wonder if you loved or did you lust?
Pondering decisions, what I does
Feels like you ain’t keeping up
Feels like I been slowly coming up
Back when I was 7, used to flow up on a bus
Knew it was a blessing, and the lord he kept me up
Beat my adolescence and I feel like it’s a must
Don’t need what you selling, pour my feelings in this cup
When I’m in it I’m the one
But it took a lot to get here, man, don’t think that I’m a bust
Cause I only came to separate the skilled ones from the luck
And I bet you’ll see the difference, we calling out the bluffs
I’m tired of feeling fear
I’m tired of feeling like
I wanna disappear
I’m looking in the mirror
Trynna find myself
But still I feel distilled by all the times I failed
And all these people lookin selfish
Man they don’t mean well
And will they get the message only times gon tell
Only times gon tell
Yeah but i ain’t really stressing
I don’t need no help
I don’t need no help
I don’t need no help, yeah
Sometimes I sit and think about the moments that I prayed
Focused on the major, but the stu is where I stay
Never spending time to focus on them boys that bring the hate
But still I often worry bout the shit, I feel estranged
So hopefully you hear this shit, before I’m in a grave
I’ll be great today
I’ll be great today
I’ve seen a lot of people that don’t wanna see me stay
But I’ll be great today
I’ll be great today, yeah
I am a rap animal
Verses that crack cameras
And niggas all around me is looking like whack amateurs
Roll em in a back then I’m packing up all the stans with em
Rolling up just to crack under pressure, and then I’m sanding em
What I look like, flowing with niggas that lack stamina
So if you looking for me I’m stacked, like Kam Chancellor
And you could catch me counting up my racks where the advances was
You could call me Casper I’m zooming, like how a phantom run