Scarred

How long was I sleeping?
What time is it now?
Thursday?
Really?
How long was I out?
How long was that dream
That I was thinking
I was thinking was real
How long has it been since
I wanted to feel again
And I so want to feel again

I'm scarred
I am so scarred I am so scarred

And I will never be the same
But that's alright
As long as I can breathe and I can move
And I can sleep at night
In every dream I dream is you
In everything I try to do
In every way I want to be
In who I think is me
And how I want to be and

I'm scared
I am so scared
I am so old
Skin and bone and heart
Is so old and tired
So scarred