One Sided Soul Tie

[Verse 1]
I always knew we wouldn’t last, but I didn’t think we’d end so fast
As for why you left, you’ve met somebody new I guess
I should’ve known right from the start when you already had broken my heart
But I just wanted to believe that your words meant something
Cause when I look back at our past, I can’t help but get so very sad at how I made myself believe that deep down you loved me
And when I look at things from your point of view, it makes sense why you did what you’d do
But there’s things you just don’t say to someonе you feel “nothing” towards

[Chorus 1]
Do you even know what it meant to mе when you said to me, “I’m not leaving”?
All of those times when I would cry
You would be right there by my side
You always knew how to make me feel safe
So imagine how I felt when I was replaced
I really wish you would’ve stayed
I still don’t understand why you went away

[Verse 2]
You didn’t want me to get attached, but it was already too late for that
You were the only one that I would see cause it felt like you really cared about me
If it wasn’t love between us, then what did all of those nights mean?
When you said to me, “For you, I’ll do anything”
I know I’m delusional, this is true, But I felt something special with you
I thought you did too, at times it seemed like you do
You wanted me to let you go, but you knew I just couldn’t do so
But I don’t think I was the only one who needed to let go of what was done

[Chorus 2]
You are everything I’ve ever wanted
But it seems you’re wanting someone different
You’d disregard me for so long, only until it was convenient you’d respond
I gave so much, but it was never enough
All I wanted was a little bit of your love

[Chorus 3]
But I think about how could you do this?
How could you be okay with it all?
You would go out and ignore me
But that didn’t stop me from trying
There was so much that I’d do
But you didn’t notice it, did you?
There’d be times when I couldn’t sleep because I was up thinking…
What if you change your mind?
Why didn’t you look me in the eyes?
You never told me how you felt
Was it really one sided? or did you feel it as well?

[Verse 3]
All those nights you claim that I wasted were ones I will never forget
All the love I have for you just won't go away, no matter what I do
You didn’t want anything serious, but I still stayed in case your feelings would change
Now my heart will never beat the same
I never wanted to lose hope, I just wanted to love you so
But in the end you said that you had to go

[Bridge]
Is this how it’s going to be?
Is this really the ending?
Did I ever make you cry?
Did I pain you with my pries?
I hate to think that you might be hurt too
I refuse to believe that you don’t miss me
I refuse to believe that you never loved me
Do you know I still have hope?
I don’t wanna let go