Life After Jinnifer
[Verse 1]
Precontemplation leads to contemplation
In the stages of recovery attempting liberation
My concentration has faded
Don’t even know even how to function
Now I’m no longer fused with Satan
I’m still waiting
On the day that I find love again
I don’t touch myself
Don’t know when I will bust again
Recovering from the life of sin
Attempting to win
Trying to change
Don’t when I’ll record again huh?
I can’t lie, I still travel with my heater
I still pour a 4 in a 2 liter
I still dress in a black hoodie like the reaper
Even when I’m alone, I still move like a leader
Proving non-believers that I am really something special
Even though I made a deal with the Devil
And bounced back with no obligations
Don’t start now, I’m just levitating as the world is rotating
[Chorus]
Life after Jinnifer
Trying to live life less sinister
Trying to be simpler
Lately I’ve been talking with some ministers
No longer will I be a prisoner or similar when I was Jinnifer
Life after Jinnifer
Trying to live life less sinister
Trying to be simpler
Lately I’ve been talking with some ministers
No longer will I be a prisoner or similar when I was Jinnifer
[Verse 2]
I’m making money, I’m running through a bag
Even though I’m motivated by my past
It keeps me off my ass even when I’m feeling tired and gassed
There is nothing more important than the cash
I’m buying any and everything that I want
Humbly stunting, I don’t have to brag and flaunt
I’m taking trips like covid doesn’t exist
With an escort is the only way that I’m with a chick
And even after all of this, I still feel empty
I no longer seek to hurt the rest of my enemies
Associating with ministries trying to see my purpose
Makes me wonder if the decision I made was worth it
I’m still hurting and longing for a family
I’m not gonna mention *Reverse effect*
A simple man is what I am now
Just hoping I live life so I don’t return to the underground
I’m asking what do I do now
[Chorus]
Life after Jinnifer
Trying to live life less sinister
Trying to be simpler
Lately I’ve been talking with some ministers
No longer will I be a prisoner or similar when I was Jinnifer
Life after Jinnifer
Trying to live life less sinister
Trying to be simpler
Lately I’ve been talking with some ministers
No longer will I be a prisoner or similar when I was Jinnifer