Big Jo, Lil Jo
[Verse 1]
As I see this ultrasound, I know you are me
That other possibility don't have a nose like me
I'll admit that I'm scared, I'm not in my right mind
But I have 7 months left, it's time to get on my grind
You got racks in your account and you're not even here yet
Cause it's no longer about me, it's for you and whatever
You need in this thing called life to get you through
I can't wait to do everything me and my dad used to do
I wish I could be around while your mother's carrying you
But I can't be around because that situation is hectic
But when you finally get here, we'rе gonna catch up
Hopefully your mother can woman up so me and hеr can actually make up
And put the nonsense behind us and be a family
But if that's not the case, the best father I plan to be
No, I'm gonna be because you're apart of me
The negative stereotype of black fathers, I will not let it repeat
[Interlude]
I won't let it repeat
I ain't talkin' bout one of them part time fathers either
When they see me, they gon' see you
And when they us, they gon' say it's
[Chorus]
Big Jo, Lil Jo aye there go Big Jo, Lil Jo
Big Jo, Lil Jo yeah there go Big Jo, Lil Jo
Big Jo, Lil Jo hey there go Big Jo, Lil Jo
Big Jo, Lil Jo, Big Jo, Lil Jo
[Verse 2]
The day after you was born, I FaceTimed your mother
I can’t really tell if we look like each other
3 weeks later, I held you in my arms
Don’t know how to explain the feeling but it was something similar to calm
DNA test in the 6th week
I got the results the following week, woken out of my sleep
Can’t even breathe, 0 percent possibility
I don’t know how because you really look just like me
I put my pride to side, tried to be with your mother
Only saw you 6 more times, always told you that I loved you
But your mother’s on some other stuff
Every time I say I’m done, she uses you just to get my attention
But don’t want anything with me, she wants someone that’s abusive
She can barely take care of herself so how can she take care of you
I don’t understand but she keeps having to beg your biological father to be man
When he’s said he don’t care about her or even you
But I have to beg her just to see you
I wanted her to be my girl and we raise you as our son
But I’m tired of having my feelings played with
I’m done