Downfall

It's day in and day out, I never got tired
But lately it's so different, feel like I'm a liar
I was burning bright don't know what happend to the fire
I tried to be somebody that the people can admire

I gotta take care of myself now
I can't build an empire on those weak grounds
I can't be a leader without a good crowd
I can't go up all the time if I feel down

I don't know what I want anymore
I got a different mindset than I had before
Like I'm afraid of what's behind the door
And if I open up
Will it boost me up or knock me on the floor

Can I go
Can I go to better places
I don't know
But I don't wanna face this
All alone
And I don't know if I stand tall
Or will this be
Will this be my downfall

I'm locked in the same four walls
I tried talking to God but he's not returning calls
I wonder did I waste my time
Is it too late to shoot my shot
Or am I still on the line

I don't know
Can I ever find my way back
Back to who I was when I was better and when I was still on track
Will these walls ever begin to crack
Or did the devil take me here just to never take me back

Can I go
Can I go to better places
I don't know
But I dont wanna face this

Can I go
And I don't know if I stand tall
Or will this be
Will this be my downfall
Will this be my downfall