Detest

Take your hatred out on me
I will suffer whilst you find inner peace
Nothing in my life is free
Except this mind filled with misery
No self worth. A mistake since birth
My neck craves to feel the rope burn
Introspection just leads to hurt
And now the end is calling my name

Persistent pain within me
A future too bleak to see
This wrists were made just to bleed
A mind where agony feeds
You could never understand what's in my head
Broken thoughts that I just cannot mend
Persistent pain within me
A mind where agony feeds

I'm too far gone for help
I detest myself

Burn me, hang me, cut my skin
Carve a mark so you can tally every one of my sins
I'm a broken man living with this guilt and despair
You want to see me in hell? Well I'm already there
Burn me, hang me, cut my skin
Carve a mark so you can tally every one of my sins
I'm stuck with these feelings till the bitter fucking end

I watched my world burn right in front of me
I lost my fucking mind and now it's very clear to see
That I'm a liar, I'm a demon, I'm a fucking snake
That I'm a waste of breath and I will amount to nothing
I don't want your sympathy because I truly deserve to be in this agony
The light is out of sight when you're this far deep in to hell
I'm the one to blame for all of this
I detest myself