7

I'll keep me company here where I can always still dream of you
Without a body to keep me from feeling the way you wanted me to
If only this is left by the time that these years can quiet and my mind rests
You'll know I always loved life, but I'll take solace, these battles weren't for myself
You know I loved it so

I loved you so
And I know it showed

Looking out over oceans
I never felt it as close as I portrayed myself, but I chose it
I was never there like I showed it
Confidence just gets broken, 'cause self-awareness comes in two ways
Reflections seem so two-faced
But I guess that's how it goes
More instances they don't know
Or won't recall just 'cause it hurts
All trust, but I'll find truth in a verse
All love, but forgetting doesn't work
No use dancing 'round some buried words
So, yes, I know it, but my effort gets lost on me
Now time's running out and I will never be the person that I really wanted you to see
But again, it's a two-faced way
'Cause these songs put me in a light which I don't feel is so accurate
'Cause every day for years were fights where I aspired it; a life which gave me peace
And I got it to some degree
But since the start I've been living with these constant thoughts which never seemed to've stopped and still are constant blocks to what I could achieve and what I needed me to be
But maybe here I'll find the peace where I can be who I will need
Peace
Peace

I left you letters
I left you letters
I left you letters
I left you letters
I left you letters
I left you letters
I left you letters

I left you letters
Left you letters
Left you letters
I left you letters in the form of words
Silence echoes louder each time
But I guess it's alright
I'll dance on my own here
I'll dance on my own here
I'll dance on my own here
I'll dance on my own here