In My Head

See me with my hood on don't even try try try
I'm in my head say I'm good but it's a lie lie lie
I get mad when I can't get it right and yell why why why
So many times I've wanted to quit and say bye bye bye

See me with my hood on don't bother to try try try
I'm in my head say I'm good but it's a lie lie lie
I get mad when I can't get it right and yell why why why
So many times I've wanted to just quit and say bye bye bye

I walk around these streets with my head looking down at my heels
I'm wondering if this whole music chase is really real
I got people sayin they're proud of me and it all seems surreal
But how do I know if this calling is actually what I feel

I just made an artist page and as the people followed I felt the weight
All these people watching me studying my every move what I portray
I'm starting to taste the stress early overthinking every song I make
I want to create what I want but I don't want the message to be a mistake

That's when I start to get inside my head and question my self beliefs
I'm a Christian don't get it wrong I'm just trying to grow my creativity
Some might say I'm losing myself but this is me expressing me
Music is my art form go ahead cut me and see what I bleed

The symbol is tatted on my wrist next to my cross do not forget
Ive consumed the art since I was a kid it's the first therapy I met
Now I'm able to create this for myself with hopes to affect others ment-
Ali by writing these lines to hit you deep within your chest

See me with my hood on don't even try try try
I'm in my head say I'm good but it's a lie lie lie
I get mad when I can't get it right and yell why why why
So many times I've wanted to quit and say bye bye bye

See me with my hood on don't bother to try try try
I'm in my head say I'm good but it's a lie lie lie
I get mad when I can't get it right and yell why why why
So many times I've wanted to just quit and say bye bye bye

I'm waking up each morning feeling worn and sleep deprived
causing me to ask myself why am I still fighting this fight
All the emotions are building up sayin lies
And that's when I cower in the corner to sit and cry

Yellin at all of these voices going back and forth in my head
I'm screaming LEAVE ME ALONE until my voice becomes dead
They go away for the moment so I can recollect my head
Sure enough I know they'll come back how much until there's nothing left?

It can feel like I'm fighting mad insanity up in my brain capacity
Going back and forth with myself mentally it can tear me down drastically
It's hard for me to even understand my own brain complexity
I wish I could open it up to investigate it literally

Every word I put down is something my mind actually goes through
There's a lot of things up in there I wish I knew the meaning to
But that's what growing up is about is learning how to do
All we're meant to do it's hard knowing the right path to choose

See me with my hood on don't even try try try
I'm in my head say I'm good but it's a lie lie lie
I get mad when I can't get it right and yell why why why
So many times I've wanted to quit and say bye bye bye

See me with my hood on don't bother to try try try
I'm in my head say I'm good but it's a lie lie lie
I get mad when I can't get it right and yell why why why
So many times I've wanted to just quit and say bye bye bye