Felicia...Not Mine (feat. Fe Hyatt)

I'm sad today
There's not much else to say
I feel like its hard to be me
I'm not ok
Is this the price I pay for
Giving away the best of me

I've been falling in love
With someone else's mind
With Someone else's time
Not mine
I've been living my life
With someone else in mind
Not mine
not mine

I called a friend
She didn't want to be bothered
I feel so alone in this life
I cried I prayed
I waited for an answer
But god lives outside
Of our time

I've been falling in love
With someone else's lies
With Someone else's pride
Not mine
I've been living my life
Through someone else's eyes
Not mine
Not mine

Time has passed so swiftly
All this time I've neglected me
How silly
Poured my heart into everyone else's purpose
I'm nervous
God please don't think i'm insane and foolish
Cause I constantly do this
Empty the banks of my affections on them
And forgetting the treasures within
My life a gem
A gift you've given
Its time I watch my spending
And realize I'm worth my own investment