Truth Be Told

Let me tell something
Before you leave
I don't really need you
People to be worried bout me
And I swear I have a lot
To take care up on my sleeve
As I'm working you people
Are waiting on christmas eve
There's a lot I keep on saying
That I need to achieve
Seems like I have a lotta
People tryna get me to grieve
After everything that I've
Been doing let me relieve
I just think I need
A drink before I go out to kill
I try to stay clean
With the blood on my jeans
I even made it a routine
Taking care of my drip
I have a lotta bitches willing
To be just in between
The way I'm moving for the cash
You wouldn't think I'm eighteen
I knew I had to make it out
Broken up in the lounge
As I started with the mission
I was having some doubts
I can say that ain't nobody
Has given me a pound
And still I made it to the city
Where I really stand out
The way my dressing responds
I can fill up the pond
And I don't really think
You niggas can do sum' to avoid
I can't tell you niggas
Hate me cause I don't correspond
How you think I would have made it
If I followed your con
Bitch I
Took the loss
And I made more loss
Till I went across
And brought in more force
The way you hear me
Talk just says who's the boss
I bet you never thought
That I'd make it out the course

Where are them haters
Who said I'll never get it
Where's everyone
Who never gave me a minute
Cause I remember
No one paid me a visit
It's funny how I started winning
After burying my feelings
Truth be told
I never knew I'd make it home
Truth be tol
I may need sometime alone
Truth be told
I need to do this on my own
My chain is gold but I don't think
That makes me whole

Yeah
I passed my feelings
Hid the rest with best act
And made more singles
And I smacked from back
Back you missed those riddles
I just wanna give the racks
To everyone they belittle
They want beef
I bring the whole meal
Hope you stand for your talk
When I bring out the whole grill
You niggas so soft
I figured your whole drill
Right now I can't talk
I'm thinking bout more deals
Came full of racks
And I came for her neck
Anyway hope you putting
Out my name in your tatt
Way I'm working I don't
Even have the time for a chat
But she can get it
Anytime when I'm back
For this moment think
I might need bottle
And for a reason I might
Need me a model
Don't wanna fight
I am facing a problem
But I remember
What I went through
When I came out the bottom

Where are them haters
Who said I'll never get it
Where's everyone
Who never gave me a minute
Cause I remember
No one paid me a visit
It's funny how I started winning
After burying my feelings

Truth be told
I never knew I'd make it home
Truth be told
I may need sometime alone
Truth be told
I need to do this on my own
My chain is gold but I don't think
That makes me whole