Anxiety

See it ain't easy at all
Keep on running
Out of people to call
And I don't even
Have a lot of defaults
Some other people
Put me up on the fault
I get a lot of hate
For some things
I can never resolve
Tryna focus on my ability
I remember
There are some people
That's really feeling me
Never thought
That I'd be the one
Who's losing the energy
As long as I keep giving
My pockets little obesity
Never thought
That I'd be the one
Who'd consider remedies
I took a look of it
Would never go through
The day without
Taking some with me
Know I have a lot on my mind
That's bringing the worst of me
I drink a lot from the bottle
To get a little peace
I put a lot of my feelings
Into that cup
My anxiety has taken
A lot of me from the start
So I'm trying to work it out
Without involving my heart
Who knows it's probably
The reason I made
It out of the mud

My anxiety gets the best of me
I don't know what works for me
I try
I fight to make it out
But I just lose my breath on it

I keep fighting my demons
Smoking on pre-rolls
I need my drink
I need to loosen my feels
I used to think I'm someone
They really need
So now I'm begging the lord
To take me out on my sleep

So let me lay it all straight
Now I'm someone
You can never delay
Even though I got anxiety
We friends in my place
So I use it to make somethings
You can never replace
I just tell it through my music
Somethings are turning me
To be ruthless
Got me the money
But it made me
To tell the truth less
I don't really care if I'm the one
Who made news first
I'm out of the bottom
For some reason
I left you clueless
I need a minute
Fighting just to win this
I go through a lot
But I'm still running
For my business
Funny I'm the only
Who keeps getting the mission
Spending every cash
That I'm making without a reason

My anxiety had the best of me
I didn't know what worked for me
I tried
I fought and made it out
And now I'm catching up to it

I have conquered my demons
Left all the pre-rolls
Don't need a drink
Don't need to loosen my feels
Now I can see I'm someone
They really need
So now I'm begging
The lord to put my hands
Where I reach