Holding Onto

holding on to good thoughts
holding on to your last word
finding things different
finding so much out of place

holding onto your hand
for a reason
i'm way seasons out of time to be

nothing is something to me
there's one girl i've always knowen very well
and there's so much she taught me
now i can thank her in this song

holding onto the secrets
forgiven and forgeting the mistakes
forgeting the pain the sick the darkest hours

feeling like dust 2day
it's so hard to tell
how i feel i feel unfocus
i feel this is not me
i feel that i can never be the way i'd love 2 be
thinking like this is no good
don't you think