If I Call

You're the best friend of my life
The rib on my side
The peace in my mind
The pleasure in my body
My body
I'm the light to your fire
Your deepest desire
The truth to your liar
But still you don't want me
And I don't want you
But maybe I do

If I call now, would you pick it up
I'm breaking down, can you pick it up
But you don't answer
You always answer
I'm drinking wine looking at my phone
While you're inside her, I'm here all alone
I don't want this
I'm better than this

Call me your person, I called you mine too
Even though I'm whole now, I'm still scared to lose
'Cause I was lost before you
And you were lost too
And I keep going in and out of being mad at you
Even though I know the deal, I wrote that shit with you
And we both signed it
Souls aligned and everything

If I call now, would you pick it up
I'm breaking down, can you pick it up
But you don't answer
You always answer
I'm drinking wine looking at my phone
While you're inside her, I'm here all alone
I don't want this
I'm better than this

When I needed you to cry on
You found someone else to lie on
Trusting you, I'd have put my life on
Guess I wouldn't have survived long
Now I don't know who you are
Don't know if I care
It's just messed up, I thought you'd be there
When I needed you to cry on
You found someone else to lie on

If I call now, would you pick it up
I'm breaking down, can you pick it up
But you don't answer
You always answer
I'm drinking wine looking at my phone
While you're inside her, I'm here all alone
I don't want this
I'm better than this

Oh, yeah, I'm better than this
Oh, I'm better than this
Yeah, I'm better than this
I'm better than this