All The Things

I’m wide awake
Just looking at you sleeping
And the voice in my head says
Why the fuck am I leaving
Cause everything I’ll ever want
Is right here with me

It’s 2am my head begins to fill
the night before I leave
This anxiety’s a pill
The hardest pain I ever swallowed
Is missing you babe

It’s all these fucking little things
Always feel different
When you do them apart
It’s the part that I hate the most

It’s always our last night together
When I remember
All the things that I take for granted
It’s the same alarm ringing
But this time it’s different
It’s only when I have to go
That I understand it
What I take for granted

And all I’ve learnt is how time is deceiving
The hours move like seconds just when I need them to
Slow down and hold on to you
And I keep close what you said to me
That night that we parked up and drunk rose by the sea out of plastic cups you said when you look the stars that you see are the same stars for me

And the little things pass my in an instance I love them but I don’t take them in ‘til they’re gone.