Find myself

I've been so far gone I can't find myself
Hoping that she move on and find someone else
The way my life going right now I can't balance it out
So I'm on my own
How you think that I been feeling
She don't care about my feelings
And they don't wanna see me winning
Two door coupes and we got stars up in the ceiling
Sit in my reclining chair I'm chilling
Decline my call again I'm killing
Unkle lord who we all missing
I've been tryna keep my cool
Cause my day been getting ruined by yo mood
Tell 'em fuck a hater I don't care cause they can all just move
Tired of arguing with yo friends everyday this shit ain't cool
Get in my bag explain how I feel but they gon tell me that I'm rude
Committed so many crimes
She want me to care when she be crying
Why the hell I'm always lying
She like I'm so fucking blind to yo love
So much drugs up in my trunk
Bae yo love is not enough
Pour this lean from out my cup
I've been so far gone I can't find myself
Hoping that she move on and find someone else
The way my life going right now I can't balance it out
So I'm on my own
Not picking up my phone
Leave me alone
If you listened to the voicemail leave a fucking tone
Praying that karma don't get to me
That nigga tried and then he died I got his blood all on my jeans
Fuck a crime I tell em bye because I left a murder scene
But fuck that
I'm back to the basic so why would I want it
Getting the money no time for stalling
Fucking this bitch last week and I told her to get on her knees
Relationship ain't working out right now so I think we need to leave
Got two babies up in heaven finna tat it on my sleeve
Wipe yo nose just like you sneeze got you begging on yo knees
Telling me oh please