Green Pills

Every day rock-bottom
Keeps getting lower and lower
Tell myself it’s over again
Feel the terror I know
The sorrow is coming and so
I push it down with green pills again
Now I’m getting better but I won’t be the same
I’m getting better but I'll remember the pain
Even though I try I’m back where I was before
Even though I try back on my own
And she put out the last candle
When there was a fire she couldn’t handle
Even though I try I’m back on my own
I don’t wanna talk about it but
Write a song about it pushing
Farther for my family and friends
Fake a smile and make a joke of it
That way they’ll never
Pity you for what you became
Now I’m getting better but I won’t be the same
I’m getting better but I'll remember the pain
Even though I try I’m back where I was before
And even though I try back on my own
She put out the last candle
When there was a fire she couldn’t handle
Even though I try I’m back on my own
And now she’s better off without me
Without me without me without
Sometimes I think this world is better off
Without me
And I hope she’s better off without me
Without me without me without
I know this world won’t be the same
Without me
Even though I try I’m back where I was before
And even though I try back on my own
She put out the last candle
When there was a fire she couldn’t handle
Even though I try I’m back on my own