Better Days

I got a lil confession to make
Most of y'all friends of mine
I think your's fake
Say whatever you want and I'll just be eating this cake
An I'ma still have it
Wonder why I let some of y'all keep me awake
And now I got actions that I gotta take
Couple bonds that I'm gonna have to break
Couple real shit that I gotta say
Had to get deep and lose my way 'fore I finally see how bad y'all betray
How much more y'all gonna take
my turn now I'm gonna hate yh
I don't really feel like talking today (yh)
Not like anybody feel like talking to me
Ohh... its the same show ohh
Tell her I'll be with if my head is in place (yh)
I'm just waiting patiently for better days
Ohh... when the wind blows
Again
Been a while since then
Better days not the heavy rains and the mood down by ten
Knew the blue skies back then
Now its almost like a fucking memory I forgot what it looks like
Days are gloomy as hell
Days are gloomy as
I'm getting sick and tired of medicating
Thinking I done complaining
I mean what the fuck am I even gaining if I sit back meditating on...
Some shit I got no power over
Still I can't just allow it go on
Sick of waiting
Tired of holding how much longer 'fore I get to hear
The hummingbirds and the happy cheers
Smiles on peoples' faces
And feel a little bit of hope and grace
And the smell of orchard fragrance
And nature going back to proper shape
I worry less about danger
Hang around with couple friends now everybody is a stranger
I don't really feel like talking today (yh)
Not like anybody feel like talking to me
Ohh... its the same show ohh
Tell her I'll be with if my head is in place (yh)
I'm just waiting patiently for better days
Ohh... when the wind blows
Again