Nothing Now
[Verse 1]
And you don't know them
They'll never really know you
And I know that's what I'm gonna
Find a pill to prove and
I get it now
And now I can't help but think
That I can't leave us alone
Too much is left here for me
And I can't say which is worse
My aching body or heart
My always nothing in common
My foot still in the door
Am I only a risk
Because you won't take a chance?
Aren't you getting this?
Getting in on this?
And this could be the last time
You ever get a look at me, the last time
You ever hold me, and my heart
Beat before it'd bled
So fuck your fair wеather
I'm falling apart
And while I'm over your lovе
I can't get over the lust
God damn it, girl
I'd go to church if you could find one with a wine list
I'm sorry not to plan my life around this
But there's more than the end
Could I sell my spirit
Just to drink one new?
Becoming your kind of happy
To be something new
[Chorus]
Cuz I feel nothing now, yeah
I feel nothing now
I feel nothing now
I feel nothing now, yeah
I feel nothing now
A-OK for the moment
K.O., black the fuck out
[Middle 8]
Why can't I mean nothing to you?
Why can't I mean nothing to you?
[Bridge]
Is everyone you love getting over you?
Are you finding it hard talking to someone new?
Didn't think that you could make me wanna up and leave
But here I go again running away in need
Is everybody talking bout it all too much?
You don't have to listen up, you know that I'm enough
Your idea of release has made us all so wrong
You'll take the surest things that doesn't make you strong
That doesn't make you less on me
[Chorus]
I feel nothing now, yeah
I feel nothing now
I feel nothing now
The surest things
Cuz I feel nothing now, yeah
I feel nothing now
A-OK for the moment
K.O., black the—
[Verse 2]
I had to think you were perfect
Knowing still you would change
I'll leave myself disappointed
That much is the same
I get it now
Why the hell'd I wanna leave
This hell that I'm in
When I'm in it with you?
Am I only alive
Cuz I look too good to die?
That'd not make anything right
Yet you get by being fine
And I'm wishing I'd never
Have another bit of hope again
Another night I can't sleep through
How I need it, I need it all now
Yeah, fuck the Xanax
Bring me the coke
Enough to numb my tongue
Just to come undone
[Chorus 2]
And I'm feeling it now, yeah
I'm feeling it now
I'm getting into it now
I'm into it now, yeah
I'm into it now
So surprised I could take that
How really you'd want that
[Verse 3]
Now you're fucking with
And fucking within my head
You beautiful pain
My most beautiful pain
Yeah, I'm all that
I've no cigar, but I'm lit up
Yeah, I'm all that
And you're the bag of chips