Voïces 2

Inside of my head
Scrolling through hashtags
Really thought I was past that
Temptation hit me
And then I started to backtrack
Freedom turned into flashbacks
Healing is feeling abstract
Tainted my testimony
Now my advice got a bad wrap
I
Relapsed
Took some time off to rehab
Asking for forgiveness
Pray everyday on my kneecaps
Promise this is the last time
Can't confirm I believe that, cause
Because, yeah
Weeks pass and I go back to the same things
Scrolling through my phone when I'm alone
Nothings changing
So now you see the picture that I'm painting
Slave to my habits
I'm an addict for these cravings
And the voices in my head talking crazy
Pushed me to the edge
Got me doing things that ain't me
And lately
I question if I'm worth saving
Because I'm really starting to hate me
The guilt that I'm dealing with
I'm having trouble healing it
Know I got a problem
But I can't find what the reason is
To any of the fans
Man I'm sorry for concealing this
Probably think I'm phony and a fraud
Seems legit
Time moves on
I hope that you'll forgive me
If you struggle with this too
I pray you find victory
If you made it this far
I appreciate you listening
Just had to clear my conscience
While I clear my search history
Inside of my head
All of this perversion
I'm still unlearning
No longer prefer the, way I've been hurting
Know that I'm unlearning
All the perversion, yeah
These voices in my mind