Relapse

(Aye Nate you made this?)
I just to need relax, think I'm finna relapse
Don't know how to react, I don't need your feedback
Search for peace I need that, like the way the beat slaps
Money I increase that, money I increase that
I'm dreaming lucid
Just like Juice did
Put my heart, put my soul into this music
Y'all think I'm stupid, y'all think I'm stupid
Headed for success, yes I got the blueprint, yeah
Kill my vibe, please don't kill my vibe
Let me live my life
Who am I, I don't even know
Hoping you could show me
Cause I been feeling lonely
Think I really miss the old me
I don't go to sleep at night, night, night, night
Counting up the lonely nights, nights, nights, nights
I been scrolling through my life, life, life, life
Critiquing everything I write every single night
Finally at the age where I hate playing games
I'm focused on my dreams I don't got no time to waste
I been on that grind, yeah you know I put that work in
I'ma take my time, but I promise I'm still learning
I just to need relax, think I'm finna relapse
Don't know how to react, I don't need your feedback
Search for peace I need that, like the way the beat slaps
Money I increase that, money I increase that
Chemical imbalance in my brain, yeah
Thinking that I might just go insane
I just need to find a way to change
But everything I do just stays the same
Baby I'm a big dog, got the sharpest teeth
We fit together jigsaw, you're my puzzle piece
3, 2, 1 liftoff, to infinity
I been having withdrawals, you're a drug to me
yeah, late nights adding up, up
I don't sleep enough, enough
Stare empty cups, cups
Just can't open up
Don't know who to trust, trust
Friends go out to clubs, clubs
Please don't hit me up
No, I can't fall in love
Mind is a magnet
I'm stuck to these habits
Laying on my mattress
I'm sick of all the sadness
I just to need relax, think I'm finna relapse
Don't know how to react, I don't need your feedback
Search for peace I need that, like the way the beat slaps
Money I increase that, money I increase that