SICK!

After dark, it's when I'm telling you to pull your body closer
I'm an afterthought
No wonder why you left me cold on your right shoulder

You really bought the lies that people were telling you
I can't help I caught You sneaking around what'd you think I'd do?
And it had me distraught, the hell you think I'd be playing for?
A brand new record for a bitch that I can't ignore
I used to think I could cope without anything
but instead in my dreams I'm letting this really get to me
I could see but now blind, it's really fogging up my mind
I can't help but cry, every path I see I always die

I'm so sick of living like this
I'm cant sleep, I don't wanna die yet
If i fall, can I use you as a net
I just don't wanna have to imagine it

Im running around, with my mind up in side a blender
It hit after 9, my mindset is really very tender
Let me go get a drink, instead it turns into 30
why did i think, that wasnt gonna do me dirty

Even though i keep on keep on messin up
I just need to smile for the worth of it
I'll be drivin down north an contemplating what just ive done
I need to face this problem and just constant run

Im so sick of living like this
I cant sleep, I dont wanna die yet
If I fall can I use you as a net
I just don't wanna have to imagine it