Empty Conversation (feat. Austin Rose)

Back on the wall I got my head to the sky
Who would've thought that id be that typa guy
Fighting with demons I started losing my mind
Reminisce all the people that disappeared from my side
I shouldn't question why or the people you choose
Lord I feel it's only me what the hell did I do
Let me know if it's too late for me to tip you off
Coz I feel like whatever I did it pissed you off
People leaving
Literally leaving
Steady easy
Death creeping
Shit I be over here tryna find a reason
A reason for why it feels like its death season
Tryna figure it out, but the walls closing
Now I lay on the couch, while I stop growing
Alcohol in the mouth, I'm tryna keep going
From the inside I shout, nobody knowing
Stuck in a drought, nowhere I'm going
Satan get out, you keep roaming
You put me in doubt, I'm overdosing
I hold you accountable for imposing
Insides hurting, tryna close the curtain, tryna end the chapter, tryna lose the burdens
Tryna find what matters, tryna find a purpose
Figure out what happens if I let go for certain
Figure out what's next, if I let go that person, enter in my life a new insertion
I just hope they listen, I've been a worse off Christian
I been winging defense mode, I'm Scottie Pippen

Who would've thought you'd fall in drugs lover
Now you're literally a drug lover
Your work supports the drug money
the sweat is for the drugs fully
I don't understand I mean like really now
We were supposed up and take the vow
We were building up a family babe
Now check how far our family came
Tried to save you from the shit that's keeping you from moving and disturbing flow
Tried to stay for you coz all I wanna do is live, love and see you grow
All alone, you trapped, the door its closed, the hunger, thirst, the drugs it wont let go
All alone, I'm gone the help, support, no longer there, I guess you're on your own

No longer on your phone
I call and you're never home
The answer is always no
Truth hurts the lies unfold
No longer on your phone
I call and you're never home
The answer is always no
Truth hurts the lies unfold

Oof
Damn
Why me?
I keep questioning if whether i couldve been better
Is it my mistakes that lead to these huge consequences

No longer on your phone
Call and you're never home
The answer is always no
Truth hurts the lies unfold
No longer on your phone
Call and you're never home
The answer is always no
Truth hurts the lies unfold

Empty conversation baby ill always love you forever and forever