A CONFESSION, DEFENSELESS

My spirit and flesh clash controlling
All of my moves my mistakes
The urge flashes in without warning
The war begins banging my brain
As I'm losing myself so divided
Alone I can't hold my own ground
Is this the place where I'll be dying
Lost in the vast ocean sea

And oh I can't hold on
To the things that breaks me down
Destroy my defense where I'm falling
All the things that burns me out
And oh it's killing me
Oh I can't do this myself
Destroy my defense where I'm falling
All the things I hold close dear

My spirit and flesh clash colliding
Brеwing up one thunderous storm
The imagеs shock me in flashbacks
Of all that I've seen in the past
As I'm losing myself so divided
Control snatched off from my hands
Oh is this the place where I'll be dying
Trapped in the chains of my sin

And oh I can't hold on
To the things that breaks me down
Destroy my defense where I'm falling
All the things that burns me out
And oh it's killing me
Oh I can't do this myself
Destroy my defense where I'm falling
All the things I hold close dear
Yes oh I can't hold on
To the things that breaks me down
Destroy my defense where I'm falling
All the things that burns me out
And oh it's killing me
Oh I can't do this myself
Destroy my defense where I'm falling
All the things I hold close dear

As my world is fading
As my days are getting dim
As the things I love are slowly out of my reach
And out of hand
I give it all to you
I surrender all of me to you
So take it all from me
Just take it all