Veins

Film stops
it wont play
if i press pause
wait for the delay

I see the picture fading
feel us pixelated and white noise
is buzzing in my brain

where's my home
i don't know
this bed don't feel so welcoming no more
where's my home
can't find one
if he is gone now
if he is gone now

they say take time be patient
keep busy in the day but
at night
i just feel the same
it's hurting in my lungs
like something's got my tongue
i try talk
but i don't know what to say

where's my home
i don't know
this bed don't feel so welcoming no more
where's my home
can't find one
if he is gone now
if he is gone now

Did i deserve to be just
all of the ways i must of
been another lesson learnt for you
a page for you to turn
did i deserve to be who
you made me out to be
you made me out like i was made of stone
when all i tried to be was your home

how you gunna make me out now
to be the bag guy
when all i did was be was be your home
my blood ran round and round for all the ways in which i tried
and all the time aside for you and still
i can't hate you though i know in time
you'll do your best to make me
i can keep my mouth closed but i
couldn't paint you in a bad light

Did i deserve to be just
all of the ways i must of
been another lesson learnt for you
a page for you to turn
did i deserve to be who
you made me out to be
you made me out like i was made of stone
when all i tried to be was your home