She Said

She said
Lonely is the only thing you get
When you can't let go
And regret
Hell is everywhere that
You let it be

But I breathe
When your beautiful chaos
Rushes over me
When we fall together at last
In the final scene
Clinging to the moment so desperately

She said
Sometimes you need to destroy to create, my friend
So let's
Try to be optimists about this part ahead
And I see
Perfection in all of her strange dichotomies
We're one in the same and yet
So differently
Not knowing quite
How we should proceed

And I worry in my awkwardness
I've lost myself
The whole world's gone askew
And I wonder how much time there's left
Before it all comes down
Before I've gone and lost
You too

She said
Lonely is the only thing you get
When you can't let go
And regret
How much of it can one heart hold?
Just let it be

Cuz I breathe
When your beautiful chaos
Rushes over me
When we fall together at last
In the final scene
Clinging to the moment so desperately