WAR WITH MYSELF (feat. Lexiz)

Hey, I should be known as the greatest
Sit on my throne at the apex
Whatever I drop is the latest
Can't be debating with fake asses
Still got no time for these fake friends
I'm stepping out of the basement
You should get out of my business
Time to takeover like Jay man

Aye I never answer to unknown numbers
Everybody want a loan
Such a bummer
You heard I make it rain even in the summer
Now you want to have a piece of my commas
And it's one of the exes
Still got no time for they toxic asses
Burning that bridge like I poured up the acid

Lighting the scene up no need for the matches
Leave a message at the beep
I delete it
Everyday is spring cleaning it's how I keep it
I don't wanna keep no beef like a vegan
But I gotta keep your ass off-limits
Watch 'em fall off the grid
No social media I'm working to eat
Getting my ducks in a row like a king
She said it hurts cause you thrive without me woah

Been slyed by so many people
But I let it slide cause I know men are fickle
Can't hide all the shit that I've been through
So many lies they tell but I see through
Boy I'm never like them
I let karma do its thing to them
My girl told me I am over my head
Said I'd never graduate and I'm better off dead

Well, I hope you're doing so well
I should get you a frame of my MSC
Got a job and a better salary
Did it on my own no one but me
Now I'm aiming for my PhD
Every semester on the president's list
Making these moves and I stay low-key
But I'm so anxious I need an exit

Fighting fighting
I'm at war with self
Fighting fighting
I'm at war with myself
Ain't nobody understand me
No one really cares how I feel
Fighting fighting
I'm at war with myself
Fighting fighting
I'm at war with self
Fighting fighting
I'm at war with myself
Ain't nobody understand me
No one really cares how I feel
Fighting fighting
I'm at war with myself

Been a crazy journey
Got milk in my coffee man I'm so stressed out
Washing dishes in the middle of the night man
Can't sleep at night I hear my heart pound
Pick up a guitar then I put it back down
I gotta get out there's no time to drown
In the pool of my thoughts
So I'm running through the woods gotta pull off the thoughts of these self doubts

Oh no what the hell is wrong with me
Nothing ever feels alright
Lot of these awards surround me
But still I be feeling dark all night
I know my momma so proud of me
But I feel like a failure deep inside
Trying so hard to run from darkness
All I need right now is light so I'm

Fighting fighting
I'm at war with self
Fighting fighting
I'm at war with myself
Ain't nobody understand me
No one really cares how I feel
Fighting fighting

Man I'm terrified
Bad mental health state
Been saying this phrase like every day
For the past 365 days
I know you wanna see me fail
Should've known you would bail
Got some issues that I can't even shake
Keeping it real but I still feel fake
Fear and doubt is my constant state

And my whole life I've been an outcast
But they think it's a phase
Telling me that this shit won't last Hunter
But I'm digging my grave
Burying every single piece of me
But I can't forget all the love I gave
So I won't be going down today
I guess I'm up and I'm having my cake, yo

Fighting fighting
I'm at war with self
Fighting fighting
I'm at war with myself
Ain't nobody understand me
No one really cares how I feel
Fighting fighting
I'm at war with myself
Fighting fighting
I'm at war with self
Fighting fighting
I'm at war with myself
Ain't nobody understand me
No one really cares how I feel
Fighting fighting
I'm at war with myself