A BETTER LIFE

In the past I would hurt, Hell was hot and it burns
Don't know what's worse, being sober or being on percs
Oh, yeah, headaches every day, nosebleed seizing
Having the shakes, so damn skinny I've been losing weight
I'm so impatient, I can't wait
I'm so impatient, I can't wait, I need a surgeon
I have a lot of weight on my shoulders, yeah, and I think it's a burden
Throw it off of the plane, I can replace the old dirty clothes with some new rags
Now, uh, new cloths, uh, yeah, new truths Yeah, every day in the booth I'm trying to spit the truth
I know that you feel the same way I know you've been through some similar pain
You've been through the drug addiction too You know exactly why it is the way it is
So don't judge me if I go back and have a taste of them pills again
Sniff it up the nose again I drink some lean again
I'm sipping Jack, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, trying to recover, find a better life, uh
Yeah, I found a better girl and she could be my wife, uh
I gotta give it time I'm impatient though, sometimes I don't wanna wait on time
In the past I would hurt Hell is hot and it burns
Don't know what's worse, being sober or being on percs
Oh, yeah, headaches every day Nosebleeds, seizing, having the shakes
So damn skinny, I've been losing weight I'm so impatient, I can't wait
Yeah, the sun's dancing in my eyes Made it out the nightmare land tonight
I will never go back, yeah Keep it on me, I will never lack, yeah
Always got the words, yeah Feel like Dr. Seuss, yeah
I feel like a god, yeah You can call me Zeus, yeah
Big buck, yeah Ain't talking bout a moose, yeah
If you wanna play with me, yeah I'ma get the noose, yeah
Like a magic show, yeah I got all the tricks, mm
Yeah, smoke and mirrors, yeah Look in the mirror
Gotta change the man in the mirror, yeah Can you hear me, is it clearer
Do you see things out the rearview mirror? And how close they are
The past stays close, but it's in the past Yeah, that case is closed
And that case is cold because we don't know But all I know is we moved on, oh woah, whoa
In the past, I would hurt Hell was hot and it burns
Don't know what's worse Being sober or being on percs, oh
Yeah, headaches every day Nosebleeds, seizing, having the shakes
So damn skinny, I've been losing weight I'm so impatient, I can't wait, mm