I Know I Know I Know

i know i know i know why
you've been speaking softly
running down my cheek and from my eye
dried up like something i'm thinking of
maybe if i was just a little less
secretive about it
i could close my eyes and you could guess
what's new inside of me and what to do
every night i try to sleep
every day i wake up
always there inside of me
always laying next to you
inside of the living room
outside in the sunshine
window's open air is cool
if only for a little
breathing in and breathing out
water boiling over
something that i can't forget about
it's no use crushing me longer than it's sposed to
holding me closer than you ought to
still and empty of a thought
staring through a tv
here with all the worthless things i got
confused but i'll never stop loving you