THAT SPECIAL DAY

[Intro]
Bro, I know that shit seems real weird right now
I might kill a motherfucker outta spite right now
I really feel like puttin' up a fuckin' fight right now
'Cause I been kickin', screamin' punchin' all night right now

[Verse 1]
The homies notice how I'm rhymin'
Asked me when will I be signin'
Told em I don't fuckin' know
Get off my dick and stop the lyin'
Bitch I swear you never knew me
All your words just go right through me
If you're mad then fuckin' sue me
If you're pissed then fuckin' shoot me
Do it look like I care
I'll fuckin' tell you what is rare
I'm thinking of dying every day
And you're out laughing at the fair, the fuck?!
Yeah I'm waiting on respect, had enough of the neglect
Man I just fuckin' saved your life, and now you're acting like I'm dead
I'm up to here with my regrets, and you're the one that I suspect
Man, go take your interjections, shove them down your fuckin' neck
I'm the one with the effect to make the real correct select
I'll take this Glock and aim direct and rearrange your defects, shit!

Make it quick if God will take me
Take it slow if Satan's first
I've had the chance to be an angel
But my demons drove my hearse
I'm tryna calm my fuckin' thoughts
But it's just rage that I dispurse
I danced with ghosts and they all told me
We ain't the ones that made the curse
As you can see I haven't changed but I'm still planning on success
Come fuck around and drop a verse 'cause you will be the second best
It might be death up late knockin' but regrets' my second guess
They tryna conceal all my rage, I blow just like a weapon test

[Interlude]
I'm not one to judge a man by his past mistakes
But know that everyone that kicked me to the curb gon' feel the hate
I seen death at my bed, seen the devil cockin' lead
And I seen what that can do to someone with no fuckin' friends

[Verse 2]
This not no pussy bitch shit, I'm just layin' down the facts
I swear you people are some clowns, you push my anger to the max
I will seperate your eyes from your head real fast
Then I will shove them down your throat so you can't tell me to relax
I know you fuckers wanna piece, come and slice it yo'self
You're fuckin' runnin' out of lies, me thinks you really need some help
Take this pencil, write some shit that makes you seem real smart
Quit your fuckin' cryin', you are really faint of heart
I wish I told my mama why I failed my classes
I wish I told my dad that I needed glasses
I pray that God don't think I've had too many chances
I'm seein' ghouls and grunks, what's in this drank, shit, acid

I've heard it way too many times, what's your story again?
I'm too busy with my ego to acknowledge my friends
I'm too busy smoking weed in my Dad's new Benz
I'm too fuckin' addicted to study for just a quiz
I've had enough of your games had enough of your shit
You last a week with that girl, can't even fuckin' commit
I didn't think you were a snake, just a little off the liquor
You're too cool to show up early but your dick ain't getting bigger

[Interlude]
Stop your stupid fuckin' trick ass little plotting on me
Stop pushin' smokin' and sniffin and Oxycontin on me
I'm just a teen should I really be thinking these things?
I just don't see your joyous shit, it's only darkness you bring

[Verse 3]
This my last fuckin' verse, so I gotta air it out
I'mma say this one more time so you know just what I'm about
All you schemin' little demons can't sneak your way to my life
I guess I'll just have to shoot you if I can't make things right
Let me set the record straight, you have lost all my affection
I've seen your antics before, you headed in the wrong direction
Yeah, I know you got connections bring 'em all for your protection
I'll kill them all, only thing I got to lose is my erection
You fuckers don't contribute nothing to my fucked up mind
But you love to mix drugs like they was lemon and lime
Sly bitches love to slither 'round my house and my health
The only thing we can agree on is it's always fuck 12

Can't you see I'm on my last fuckin' sliver of life?
I'm trying not to wake up early stay up late every night
Suck my motherfucking cock, you hoes ain't know shit
You're the sensitive one so who you callin' a bitch?
I can't stand you little snakes and your greasy little lies
We've never said a word you ask "how red are my eyes?"
I'm ditching every fuckin party and event you'll ever see
Because killing myself just don't seem worth it to me