Different & Distant (feat. Tayla Te Raki)

Different
Distant
Different makes me so distant
They say that I'm different
So I keep my distance
Difference makes me so distant

Separate thoughts from an anxious self
The need to
Increase the distance to re-hatch the wealth
All other
Pursued avenues darken and sharpen the stealth
Of the demon whispering in ears of the fallen ones
Told to soldier on in the fog without the sun
Lost entities entitled to interfere
Because they're into fear
Someone who's never clear
Opportunity's to tangle in the web that's here
When there's a feel of it approaching
Take the last of the steps that you've hoped for
Where's the light shine it down
Nothing can be seen
Trust in every step relies on this being a dream
Doos doos
Heartbeat
Numb feet
Can't leave
Ask me how I'm feeling in this world is too discrete
Different and distant in the mirror is all that's ever seen
Asking where I've been
It's hard to set the scene
Aligning words to form ideas but never believed
Imagine being convinced that there is never light
But one day someone flips the switch and you're no longer right
It's hard to fathom in the lives we live
Everything we know is real and ideologies are locked within
What if you had no choice you change your ways or go insane
What if you heard a voice who told you where your life was aimed
Downwards your caged potential rages
Internal conflict inspires the deflected changes
But how do you read the pages right after you've flipped the story
Alienated perspective but horny for the glory

Different's what they're calling me
I'm lost to what I can't see
Believe me please believe it's me I know
I notice that the distance is the only thing
That guides me when I'm gone within
Returning to my brain to stay sane

Different's what they're calling me
I'm lost to what I can't see
Believe me please believe it's me I know
I notice that the distance is the only thing
That guides me when I'm gone within
Returning to my brain to stay sane
But fuck still
Different's what they're calling me
I'm lost to what I can't see
Believe me please believe it's me I know
I notice that the distance is the only thing
That guides me when I'm gone within
Returning to my brain to stay sane
But fuck I'm still different

Different is what I am
But I can't lie
To who I am inside
The opportunity
To keep my pride at peace
Anyone who claims I am a fucking shame
Will see the truth unleashing on them
Won't ever live to face
The beauty to align yourself and your own mind
Different and distant is who I am and I just can't deny