The Fight

My friends are like me, though not at all
There's a fight to get there, a fight not to fall
A fight to make friends for ever
I'm struggeling to keep up, it's like a wall
Here's my history and why i can stand so tall
It's hurting me while it last, although everyone said it should were off fast
They are trying to make me another person
And my soul has already gotten worsen
They think they know best, to not let me in
It's like their throwing me in the bin
It's like I'm giving them a win
This is a fight and I'm gonna cry
I always wanted to hit the bullseye
The expectations are too high cuz I can't even reach the sky
Please help me through this, guide me through the cliffs
Don't make me fall, but it may be your call
Your holding my destiny in your hands
My friendship, my lovers and everything else all depends on where it lands
I'm fiting as long as it lasts, my real friends are fiting while it blasts
They know my problems, they know the fix
We can't build friendship from stone and sticks
They are my support, they will always be there
And they say they always will care for me
This is a fight and I'm gonna cry
I always wanted to hit the bullseye
The expectations are too high cuz I can't even reach the sky