Castigate

[Intro]
How are you today?
Oh, man, y'know, the usual, feeling terrible
But y'know, I try to counteract it with comedic comebacks
But truthfully I'm just crying in my room trying to make some music, and
It's not going well

[Verse]
I’m feeling kinda shitty again
Really wanting this day to end
But I know this mindset is gonna fade, it does every single day
But I’m still sad all the time
This song barely rhymes
But it’s not about the groove it’s about my mood
And I’m suicidal
Drinking and drugging’s got me seeing it easy
I can do anything cause I can’t even feel it
I won’t remember when I’m gone
But everyone else will, so nah
Nobody walks anymore
Everybody’s staying indoors
Smoking their weed, and getting in the sheets
While I’m just tryna live, cause I’m just a kid
Making music for fun, going out for quick runs
I hate myself
Dammit
My music sucks but I’m trying okay
And I’m not talking about tea
I’m talking about-
I can’t say that
But it’s fine
No one is listening anyway