Goodbye

Left here alone I stand
With a dead roof over my head
I'm just a mess, just a kid
I've got nothing left to give
I've made mistakes in the past
Watching sand move through the hourglass
I cannot think, I cannot breathe
I'll keep my mind left with deceit

My life has slipped away
It's hard to make it through the day
I have no reason to believe
Just stay and watch me grieve

As time goes by
I would never really say goodbye
To all the ones, that had cared
Easy to say that life's not fair
Dark thoughts glow in my mind
I never really thought of a good time
With what I've dealt with in the past
With the opinions that I cast

My life has slipped away
It's hard to make it through the day
I have no reason to believe
Just stay and watch me grieve

As my spirit is out of life
I cannot go back to my own kind
With all this guilt and the shame
And pretend everything's the same
I am running out of time
When I watch the ticking, hours go by
I will shut down and disconnect
I'll never make it to the end

I threw it all away
My life will never be the same
But now I've had enough
And now it's said and done