NOW

Stuck up in my mental tryna find a way out
Use to kick it wit my brotha but he in a cage now
I grew up down n dirty Ian take the safe route
Niggas snaking out they homies man that shit so played out
Not the biggest Killer but I'll stand my 10 won't lay down
Lost a couple homies I don't feel the same now
So many obstacles and problems driving me insane now
Gotta run up ah fucking check to take away the pain now
Lately I been in my feelings I been missing all my niggas
The ones who in the grave and in the system
Im knowing smoke and chains is what come wit it
Tryna stay up out the way but if they play then yea I'm wit it
Ian dissing on no nigga
Catch em beat em out his britches
I be talkin I be spitting
Just open up yo ears you gotta listen
Gotta take the chance you gotta risk it
If you don't take that leap of faith you never finna get it
Get in motion til you dizzy
I'm so sick and tired of waiting
Police in my motherfucking way while I been tryna shake em
Off them drugs mind be racing
When I be angry I be too complacent
Is you on my side?babygirl jus choose ya placement
Want my green to grow up from the floor up like a rutabaga
Gotta good heart I'm rude in nature
I ain't loving on nobody ion do em favors
Can't trust nobody cuz they all be faking
Hating on me now but they'll love me later
Scar on my heart bigger then a crater
I done got thru the storm I been doin greater
I been tryna chill but they want the old me
I been smoking marijuana n nicotine I can't breathe
I been blinded by the fake right now so I can't see
Hoe you crossed me up n did me dirty we can't be
You wasn't the woman you said you was
Bitch you got me really dreading love
Had me thinking that I couldn't get enough
Bitch I done put all my feelins up
I promise it's never no fixing us
Left my heart n my feelins up in the dust
My heart has been aching it's finna bust
Mm mmm
Stuck up in my mental tryna find a way out
Use to kick it wit my brotha but he in a cage now
I grew up down n dirty Ian take the safe route
Niggas snaking out they homies man that shit so played out
Not the biggest Killer but I'll stand my 10 won't lay down
Lost a couple homies I don't feel the same now
So many obstacles and problems driving me insane now
Gotta run up ah fucking check to take away the pain now
Stuck up in my mental tryna find a way out
Use to kick it wit my brotha but he in a cage now
I grew up down n dirty Ian take the safe route
Niggas snaking out they homies man that shit so played out
Not the biggest Killer but I'll stand my 10 won't lay down
Lost a couple homies I don't feel the same now
So many obstacles and problems driving me insane now
Gotta run up ah fucking check to take away the pain now