Soap

I would scrub every place touched
Every inch of soiled skin
After the water runs freezing
I will come up clean
Yes I'll be M.I.A. 'cause they were D.O.A
Locked, stocked, and sterile, I’m still shell shocked whilst you barrel
Through names in the phone book to enlist recruits to replace all the time that I took
But what can I say, I've done the same

I'll run on needles never ceasing to stop 'til the blood in my veins runs pure to the last drop
Dissemble this network, this circuit, these wires 'til the memory's all lost and the past can retire

In a desperate attempt, to cleanse of
What I know in every way, can never be washed away

It's a race of dismissal a game made of missed calls
Freedom of speech, all those liberties, you want your space, I want free reign on memories
That crazy, angry, white girl type born and bred a suburb life
From city or streets or ghost town they all make sure I'm not wanted
Around
Anymore, That second chance was up
Ten times ten times before and you can't believe how misleading
A boy could be in times of war the bombs were thrown like dice are rolled
And I'm stuck with this snake eyed score

I’m not the kind of girl to take things sitting down
Don't tell me to be CALM...

Apologies lost in redundancy
Just wish I could be all that you need
Apologies lost in redundancy
Just wanted to be everything you'd ever need
And like you said, “just try and forget
It's all over with now, dear, just try to calm down"
Yeah, another sad story, another sad song
But soap's all you've got when everything's wrong...