When I Had Hope, I Had It All

[Verse 1]
I hate to say
I hate the way I feel
Where I am now
Is where I aim to be
The bunting is down
The last champagne is empty
I'm stood at the top of
The tallest hill I've ever seen

[Refrain]
Isn't anybody trying to find me?

[Verse 2]
The battle was primed
As were the dreams I felt
Before I reached them all
Before I had nothing left
Now that I'm here
I hate the air I breathe
Getting to whеre I want
Is the loneliеst place I've ever been

[Refrain]
Isn't anybody trying to find me now?

[Bridge]
'Cause I'm stood on my own, not so good on my own
No, I'm too aware of how much I care
I got to the top, I got what I wanted
I look at the view and I think that it's haunted
There's nobody here, no one to call
The ones that I love know nothing at all
I keep it all in, I don't tell a soul
How ungrateful I'd be if I let it all go

[Chorus]
I want to go back to when I had nothing
The drive for it all made me feel something
The less that I had, the less I could fall
And when I had hope, I had it all

[Refrain]
Isn't anybody trying to find me now?

[Outro]
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