Same Mistakes

I have a hard time going back, I'll admit it
I carry a lot of it after the fact
I grew up in a family of wolves
I was fighting for my life
Felt safer at school

You had your head down you didn't know
I don't blame you
I don't blame you but don't expect me to show

I think that I am healing
Can you blame me? I am healing

I wish I could go back and tell my younger self
None of this matters even though it hurts like hell
Don't underestimate me
I am the way you raised me
But I can change
I won't make the same mistakes
I won't make the same mistakes