Blind—Interlude

Wandering when I'm blind (I'm blind)
Wrestle with these thoughts of mine (no)
Wondering deep inside
If I'm still alive (you know I'm still alive)
Hopeless romantic, perched on the ledge
I tried to chance it, one more step to the edge
And I just can't take it, as I crash into bed
And these bad vibrations reverb through my head
And all the lines become more blurred
Between what I do and don't deserve
And my cry for help becomes more slurred
I can't seem to shake my demons, so perhaps it's best I stay unheard
And the voice inside is deafening
I'm a sinner and I know it, so it's time to face the reckoning
Decades left to suffer through before I reach the morning
Swimming in the codeine but the drank don't give me serotonin, yeah (yeah, yeah)
Now I'm stuck thinking it was my bad
And I fucking hate the fact that I cannot outrun my past
It was too good to be true, I should have known love wouldn't last
Now I'm forced to reminisce on all that shit we never had
And I just can't shake my thoughts of you, my eyes can't break their gaze from you
Even though I realize that by hurting me, I'm saving you
Don't know where to turn to now that you are not around
I miss your touch, ain't nobody holding me up now
Wandering when I'm blind (no, blind)
Wrestle with these thoughts of mine (of mine)
Wondering deep inside
If I'm still alive (you know I'm still alive, yeah, yeah)
Wandering when I'm blind (I'm blind)
Wrestle with these thoughts of mine (oh, no)
Wondering deep inside
If I'm still alive