Fairytale

Once upon a time, I use to think
That we would always be together.
Put a rock on my finger,
Have a fairytale wedding.
Every time you did me wrong,
You told me it would get better.
I forgave and I forgot
Cause I wanted it forever.
The butterflies inside me
Start to slowly fade away.
Drinking more than I was use too
Just so I could numb the pain.
It's times like this that
I can't take no more.
I had to let you go to grow.

These soulties got me feeling like Im stuck
I try to hide the pain
I pour me another cup.
Mixing Dusse with the Carlo Ross,
Pain killers to sleep it off
Im use to you next to me
Now you gone I can't sleep at all.

Now Im driving late night
Until the sun comes up.
Reminiscing bout the good times
And how I miss your touch.
Then I remember the bad shit,
How you knew that I was damaged,
You turned around
And did the same shit
That my last did.

And now Im driving late night
Deep inside my thoughts,
I gave you all of me
So how the f*** I take a loss?
I’m trying everything to forget you
I’d be lying if I said I really didn’t miss you.

Im stuck inside this cycle of love
You gave me life then pulled the plug.
You painted me a picture
Of some shit you didn’t want.
Telling me you wanna marry me,
Telling me you want a son,
Telling me how much you got me,
But you making me look dumb.
This shit a tragedy
That you was after me with all this baggage.
I knew you couldn’t handle it,
Cause I’m too hard to manage.
I showed you that I was broken,
Convincing me that you different,
Every time you steeping out,
I got b****** sending me mentions.

I grew accustomed to this lifestyle,
And I know its wrong that
I’m really missing you right now.
Even with you gone,
You got demons keeping me tied down.
I put the pillow to my face as I cry out.
Now I’m singing like,
Oh na na na na
Oh why is it so?
You picked me up to break me down
I had to let you go, yeah
Oh na na na na
Oh why is it so?
I can’t take this no more.

These soulties got me feeling like Im stuck
I try to hide the pain
I pour me another cup.
Mixing Dusse with the Carlo Ross,
Pain killers to sleep it off
Im use to you next to me
Now you gone I can't sleep at all.

Now Im driving late night
Until the sun comes up.
Reminiscing bout the good times
And how I miss your touch.
Then I remember the bad shit,
How you knew that I was damaged
You turned around
And did the same shit
That my last did.

And now Im driving late night
Deep inside my thoughts,
I gave you all of me
So how the f*** I take a loss?
I’m trying everything to forget you
I’d be lying if I said I really didn’t miss you.

Mmmmm, Id be lying , if I said I didn’t miss you…