12 AM Freestyle (First Arrival)

[Verse]
I'm in such a dark, such a low place
Feeling like a mistake, life feels like a prison of pain
My mind feels like a hurricane, such a haze of fog in my mind
It's only a matter of time before I die
Life is but an endless cycle of pain, no alibi
Might as well sing myself a lullaby
Say my goodbyes to everyone as I look at my gun in peace
I can die at ease, that I can guarantee
No one would want to be around me, why would they want to?
Just a burden to them, so what harm would it be if I disappear?
No one is near and it all seems clear to me
I'm knee-deep in my own depression
And so wasted I can't even be sober
I guess I'll just end my story and say it's over
Load the .44 with one bullet and give myself a minute
Wait until I'm finished with my river of sorrow
There won't be a tomorrow, not for me
I don't feel like I have enough responsibility to live this life
So I'll just end it with a big fucking bang
(Gunshot)

[Chorus]
I'm in such a dark place, dark place
Feeling like a mistake, mistake
It won't make any sense, any sense
For me to stay here, stay here
And hang myself in such a dark place, dark place