Inside

I bet you like
The way that i
Sit inside on a friday night
Doing nothing with my life
While you’re out partying with other guys
But i’m not wise
& these are lies
According to you it’s all in my mind
But i see the things that they post online
And it makes me sick to my fucking spine
I worry a lot about the day you leave
Cause the day you leave is the day i leave
And i think too much about suicide
About killing time
About time i try
Something new
Cause this shit gets old but i love the way that she says i love you
And i tried many times to rewind to the days you were mine
And i tried many times to erase what we made what have i done
Cause a part of me died when you left in november that night
Think he’s right beside you telling you what to say to me why
Do i think what i think cause i think i’m in love with a lie