Gray Skies & Goodbyes

The engine shook my sleep to see
(My sleep to see)
The saddest sight I'd ever seen
The chance has passed for us to meet
(For us to meet)
As the cloud rolls over this old street
Curiosity kitten, had to peek
(Had to peek)
But the drop from the window was too deep
Was I sad or jealous?
'Cause nothing here's running right for us
I'm fighting hard as I can
To hide the fact that I'm giving up
They came in fours
To pay love and respects to you
They left her alone
Would that many hearts gather for me too?
So was I sad or jealous?
'Cause nothing here's running right for us
I'm fighting hard as I can
To hide the fact that I'm giving up
Was I sad or was I jealous?
'Cause I'm fighting so hard
So goddamn hard to hide