Selfish

Feel like I've been dancing with the devil for way too long
And I'm just tryna find my way back home
To you
But I don't understand
I feel like I'm wasting my time
I feel like I'm wasting your mind
I need a peace of mind
I just need you to be mine
I can't let you go
I thought you were the love of my life
I think I should've seen the signs
I think I should've seen that you were lying to my face again
Fucking with my brain again

I know I'm selfish, yeah
I need you to myself
I know I'm crazy
But I need you in my hell
And I can't help myself when I see I'm losing you
And I reminisce about all of the things we used to do
And I know I'm selfish
I know I need some help
And I know I'm crazy
But you belong in my hell
Hell, hell, hell, hell, hell
So take my hand, just come with me

Yeah
Tryna tell the world I'm the worst, but you can't
Tryna put a stain on my name, but you can't
Still fuck with lames, need I remind you
I walk better, talk better, drop better, shop better
And I give you the, better
But did you get the message?
If you thinking otherwise, damn girl you trippin, ah
Leaving me, you say you doing right for yourself
You telling all your friends I wasn't shit, oh well
I can't save you so you gotta save yourself
I can't change you so you gotta change yourself
I can't kill you so I gotta kill myself
But I might put it on your mans, where the fuck he at?
But can he do the fucking things I do?
Like bitch be for real
If you don't hear from me tomorrow, just know that it's been real

I've been doing bad things just to get you off my mind
I guess our only enemy is time
If you keep hanging round 'em you gon have a bad life
But ima go up, swear to god I'm on the rise
At the end of the day I hope you realize
You will never have it better cause I swear you already had that shit
You can try to make it better but I swear that you so full of shit
Should've listened to my fuckin mama, never trust no bitch
I had to do it by myself, did this on my own
I had to sit back, do it alone, nobody hitting my phone
You will never know what you got until that shit gone
You will never know that you was blind til that shit over
Come on, let's go straight up in this ride, we ain't talking no Rover
Come on, baby let's get so high, yeah we gotta load up
I just be laughing like ha-ha-ha, he ain't got his dough up
And in my mind you fuckin died, yeah I don't know ya

In my mind you fuckin dead to me, yeah
In my mind you fuckin dead to me, yeah
In my mind you fuckin dead to me, yeah
In my mind you fuckin dead, yeah
I hope I never have to see you again
I hope I never have to feel you again
I hope I never have to feel you again, ha
I know that I'm selfish, but I think I came up to my senses
I know this pretentious, I don't really give a fuck, you wrecked it
Too high, need a medic
Shit would've been cool if you ain't end it
Yeah, and he ain't got money like me, lil bitch I spend it
Aye, I used to think that you were sent straight out of heaven
But you is the fuckin devil, bitch I should've learned my lesson
Bitch I'm off the rails, bitch I'm out my fuckin dome
Maybe I should just shut the fuck up and go home, ayy