Through the Static
Verse 1
I keep my eyes shut wide
Cause the pain is hard to hide
Down where the darkness resides
Always scratching at my insides
And Its aching on my mind
So a way out is what I try to find
But instead I dug myself into a hole
Uprooted my life and sold my soul
But at first it wasn’t that serious
Puffing loud to make me delirious
But after it faded i was more than curious
And unfortunately the cat didn’t kill it
So i wanted more than to just revisit
The high that clouded my brain
I wanted better but the same
Thinking back i feel insane
Knowing damn well thats not what i wanted
But i made a mistake now I’m forever haunted
And those are famous last words
But last words are famously heard
Hook
So can you hear me through the static
Is this something serious or me being dramatic
Huffing this nicotine like an addict
Hiding all my problems in the attic
Verse 2
Now Its like we live in our hole of lies
Instead of living our whole lives
Doing anything to close our eyes
Always saying we want thought
But the war for it was never fought
We rather sit back and ignore it
Even tho that thought is ignorant
We can’t hide from the monsters
And what their doing upstairs
Cause monsters don’t live under your bed
They live deep inside your head
And my head
And her head
And their head
So I’m teasing my sobriety
Being eaten alive by my anxiety
But I still function in society
Steady walking among the sleep
Standing out like a black sheep
While everyone is noticing me
Feeling like pac wit all the eyes on we
But this is not how I want it to be
Cause the real me is not who they see
So I’m emptying bottles to find happiness
There must be something better than this
But I’m still drinking
More and more calls for less thinking
Hook
So can you hear me through the static
Is this something serious or me being dramatic
Huffing this nicotine like an addict
Hiding all my problems in the attic
Verse 3
Now you were better than any vice
You made my life into a paradise
And at first you helped me fly with a vein full
Then you took away my sky and it was painful
Cause at that point you swallowed me whole
Your love burning inside me like black coal
And there was no way that i could run
Cause the urge for you had just begun
Then slowly I came undone
But you were always right there
Holding me tightly filling me with air
But at the same time you tarnished my heath
Giving me the tools i needed to destroy myself
Now you can follow the tracks up my arm
To find beauty and wonder in its purest form
Surrounded by all the dead cells
But thats not the image you sell
To me and many victims just alike
Beauty dies at the end of that spike
Your soul fades from that first dive
And that feeling will never again arrive
You’ll spend every moment chasing tails
Of every dragon you let down these trails
Till you fly clean off the rails
But can you hear me through the static
Is this something serious or me bring dramatic…