Count me out

[Verse]
We grew apart
She broke my heart
Call it Taylor Swift
It was trouble from the start
It was all downhill from there
All my old friends
They didn't really care
And nothing was the same

Constant self inflicted pain
Turns out cigarettes and self-harm
Ain't a way to cover up
All your shame
Spoke to everyone as if it was the last
Holding onto all the scars
That were hidden in the past
Rewinding all the moments
That hurt me the most
It's finally over

And I'm not here to boast
Took a moment to sit back and enjoy the view
Heart was poundin' over the thought
Of talkin' to you
However, what you told me
What I already knew
I couldn't decide if it was good or bad news
Suddenly the hours stopped feeling like minutes
Stopped to see my boy on Milstrood Road
Think he was playing cricket
It felt strange
I knew that I shouldn't have been there
But it's a start of a new me
And I'm moving on, I swear
Woke up late again
Not the first time this week
The lady I love
Said she didn't wanna speak to me
I think it's time to be me
This ain't a death
It's rebirth
And its time to be free

If you looked inside my mind
Would you be sympathetic
Or just pass the time?
Just pass the time?
Would you grab my hand
And get me out of here?
Or would you wipe my windshields
Make my sight more clear?
I said if you looked inside my mind
Would you be sympathetic
Or just pass the time?
Would you grab my hand
And get me out of here?
Or would you wipe my windshields
Make my sight more clear?
I finally learnt
To value what I have
Wrote 100 fucking songs
Just to tell you where I'm at
But if things...
Don't seem to go to plan
Then just know that I'm going out
To dry hands